What can you expect from a non-normal person?

There is someone I know... a non-normal person. Who hasn't lived as any other one.
For whom many years of its life haven't been how they usual are. Whose thoughts aren't as everyone else's. And its behaviour isn't as it should be, isn't as the one we are used to see. But now, while I'm thinking... I can suspect of many things it may be, or maybe it isn't. Should I think like this? Because at the end of the day maybe I'm wrong, and it's like everyone else... or maybe I'm not wrong and everything I've ever thought about it, is true so it's a really special one. And thinking this way, I wouldn't know what to expect from it... because as I said... it is totally unpredictible, because I can't get into its head, I can't take its place... because it's not like me or you. It's different.

I'm seeing through something that doesn't exist, I'm looking to a mirror, I'm thinking about me, doing what it does, I'm searching for reasons, I'm looking for answers, I'm thinking about why I would do that, but I'm wrong, because I'm not supposed to do it in this way, perhaps I'm not supposed to do this at all, but I cannot just look the other way. However every road I've taken has been the wrong one, it's taken me to a land that I'm not welcome to. There's nothing else I can do. Will this be the end of my searching? Do I have to accept a no? Honestly I don't know what else I can do... because at last nothing that I've thought make any sense, nothing that I've thought make sense with it. Because it's more than I am, more than I can understand, and all I can do now is to want, and to wait... and maybe one of these days I can finally understand it, and so I can also... foresee.

By MRSS
Edited by DMM